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Coldest Winter

by Charles Michael

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1.
WHO IS WINTER K. BANKS? CHARLES: Who is Winter K. Banks? HANNA: Winter? Well, Winter is... weird. I mean, I like her! She's smart and she's funny and she's, well... she's my sister, I guess. But the thing about Winter is that you never know what she's about to do. She says that she loves somebody and then she hurts them, and then she says that she hates somebody and then they're the most powerful person in the world! She's kind of like me, in that she can control things and that she can manipulate things, but she never does what she wants with it. She's probably smarter than me, and that's why. She has a lot more thought put into things, and I have a lot more feelings, and we don't get along that much. I don't like her, but that's just me. My older sister wants us to get along better.
2.
LET'S BE FRIENDS Hi there, how are you doing this lovely eve? Hey, hey... why won't you talk to me? (talk to me) Tell me, how are you feeling inside? I can sense that you just want to cry (ow ow ow ow) You've got pieces missing inside of you And there's nothing that you can do (you can do) You haven't said a word in reply to what I've gently spoken We are both unreparably (broken, broken) We both have trauma engrained inside our fragile brains Sometimes the Pain feels like it never ends We need to stick together, until we're dead forever We're both emotional wrecks, so let's be friends So you see that I am just the same as you And one thing that you and I can do (I can do) Let's form a bond that no one can break like they've done to us Now I hope I've earned your trust (ow, ow, ow, ow) We both have trauma engrained inside our fragile brains I hope that our friendship will never end We need to stick together, until we're dead forever We're both emotional wrecks, so let's be friends I've got these demons in me And I feel so goddamn empty Just like a vase Without a bouquet Cos life is complicated And love is overrated I just want you to know That I'm not okay
3.
PAPERSTAR (ECHO INTO OBLIVION) (Pretentious piano chords... pretentious, pretentious piano chords...) (Pretentious piano chords... pretentious, pretentious piano chords...) (Pretentious piano chords... pretentious, pretentious piano chords...) (Pretentious piano chords... pretentious, pretentious piano chords...) When our parents died I kept you by my side And now I want to help you I hope this message comes through Madelyn, I need you I wish you needed me to You never let me help you I hope this message comes through All I have are my paper friends They live because I made them Seth was always jealous He was never quite good as the two of us But we'd make such a great pair You and me, fighting out there Blink taught me what I know now I wish you also taught me how But I can breathe life into paper squares And we'd make such a great pair All I have are my paper friends They live because I made them Madelyn, I need you I wish you needed me too Cos we'd make such a great pair You and me, fighting out there.
4.
LOST SOUL PRISON So this teenage girl is the queen of Hell She's easy to manipulate I think I'll take advantage of her And put her in a vulnerable state But first I need to gain her trust It's so simple, I've done it before I became the 7th Rafael When I murdered my mentor I'll throw her in a lost soul prison And I'll make sure nobody knows she's missing It's such a tragic fate for this girl She's only 15, but I don't really care It seems she's bringing some of her friends along That's fine with me, the more the merrier Let them all run into the fire Cos that stupid little girl tried to end the world So I'll make her into a martyr I won't be subservient to a teenage girl I'll toss them into a lost soul prison And I'll make sure nobody knows they're missing Hello there, young Kotoko My name is Magnus, and I'm pleased to meet you Let me into that heart of yours For I will do whatever you wish me to do You can instill your trust in me We can be allies and I'll show you around And all that stuff about ending the world is water under the bridge So you might as well let your guard down Now I'll toss you in a lost soul prison And make sure nobody knows you're missing.
5.
AM I DEAD OR ALIVE? Am I dead or alive? You need to understand I have two souls inside of me One of them is alive, and the other is dead Partially a wandering soul Partially not Half of it is my own soul Half of it is a supernatural force (Hotline) And whenever I close my eyes (Wake me up!) I see the images (Hotline) And whenever I cover my ears (I can't wake up!) I hear the noises (Letting the days go by) Why does my other soul do this to me? (Save meeee) Should I see a psychologist? (Into the blue again) I don't like these hallucinations it sends to me Maybe I might be schizophrenic (What's love got to do, got to do with it?) These headphones I wear over my neck (What's love got to do, got to do with it?) Help me drown out the hallucinations But (Hippos hop from helicopters) The soul keeps harming me (Hippos hop from helicopters) It's harming my physical body (Hippos hop from helicopters) This parasite keeps harming me (High) It's harming my physical body (I've been living a lie, (I feel so used) Why the hell is this soul here? (I feel so used) What the fuck even is it? (Take me to the moon) I just want this little piece of shit gone (Cos I feel so used) I only want to listen to my songs. I only want to listen to my songs.
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IAN AND OPHELIA [instrumental]
7.
FATHER FATHER Only 17 and Heaven's aligned with me It took me a while to get here with my sister Ellie I took it upon myself to revive the dead Lord Achlys I couldn't have asked for anything like this I am overflowing with hate So I'm going to steal my father's mace Don't let anybody up in Heaven know what I'm about to do This is something that I should have carried out a long time ago I don't need those angels up in Heaven knowing what I'm gonna do This is simply something I should have done a long time ago Now my sister found out and she's at my tail Nobody else knows we're headed straight to Hell That's where he isolated me when I was a kid I'll find that castle where I was hid I am overflowing with hate So I'm going to put him in his place Don't let anybody up in Heaven know what I'm about to do (don't let 'em know) This is something that I should have carried out a long time ago (long time ago) I don't need those angels up in Heaven knowing what I'm gonna do (don't let 'em know) This is simply something that I should have done a long time ago We had a fight, no, we had a battle Causing destruction in Hell's ninth circle And just when he was about to knock me out and call it done Ellie used her enchanted pistol, shot him, and we won
8.
ROGUE'S WORKSHOP (SLOWED + REVERB) Rogue toils away in his workshop He never gets a break He made deals with both the heroes and villains He's got some gear to make He does not feel conflicted Though he's got a moral compass Rogue doesn't like getting his hands dirty He just stays in his shop Laser guns and death rays galore Completely unknown to the cops He makes bank from selling to villains Though he's got a moral compass Rogue wears a mask when he goes out It covers his entire face Then he goes back into his workshop He never gets a break.
9.
Bloody Hands 03:05
BLOODY HANDS When I first met you, you were just nine Standing alone, you were trying to find Your mom on that rainy night You said your name was Yanny White I stood silent in the rain But somehow you'd guessed my name So I took you to my house And pretty soon, you slept it out Hey, you know, you don't have to worry Even though the rain may not stop I'll take you back home to your mother Surely, it can't be far away For two weeks, you stayed in my home We heard my brother on the radio How can he say the things he said So casually about the dead? Your mom called me on the phone So I drove you to your home She wanted me to stay for brunch And I have a nasty hunch Hey, I know I just shouldn't worry Even though my heart's beating fast Soon, I heard you screaming out to me, Telling me to move The psychopath tried to murder me Even though she's never heard of me She may have missed her first attempt to swing My back felt a sharp sting! When I awoke from the empty black I still felt that sting in my back I limped my way back inside You killed your mother, and you cried She taught you everything that you know About how to stoop so low Until now, you didn't understand You said, "I have blood on my hands".
10.
CRYING IN THE RAIN I'll never let you see The way my broken heart is hurting me I've got my pride and I know how to hide All my sorrow and pain I'll do my crying in the rain If I wait for cloudy skies You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes You'll never know that I still love you so Though the heartaches remain I'll do my crying in the rain Raindrops falling from heaven Could never wash away my misery But since we're not together I look for stormy weather To hide these tears I hope you'll never see Some day when my crying's done I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun I may be a fool but till then darling you'll Never see me complain I'll do my crying in the rain I'll do my crying in the rain I'll do my crying in the rain.
11.
FLUFFY'S LULLABY You may be weak but your heart is strong I hope I can get through to you by singing this song I don't think I can trust anyone anymore But I've never trusted anyone like you before The corpses of the other kids lie still in their beds I'm just happy that you haven't ended up dead Why don't you come with me instead? Let's play a game and we'll run away I won't let you get hurt if we go outside to play And spend the rest of our days living like normal kids do I just want a better life for you.

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COLDEST WINTER
by Charles Michael
1. Who Is Winter K. Banks?
2. Let's Be Friends
3. Paperstar (Echo Into Oblivion)
4. Lost Soul Prison
5. Am I Dead Or Alive?
6. Ian And Ophelia
7. Father Father
8. rogue's workshop (slowed + reverb)
9. Bloody Hands
10. Crying In The Rain
11. Fluffy's Lullaby

This is an album of songs about themes and characters explored in the stories that are being written and developed by my aunt, WINTER K. BANKS. The lyrical content on this album is otherwise disconnected from my Universe.

This is the third installment in a trilogy of albums.
The first was OKAY, AWESOME!
The second was HOLD THE PHONE.
The third is COLDEST WINTER.
This installment concludes the series.

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released November 1, 2022

All songs produced by Charles Michael.
Track 10 composed by Carole King and Howard Greenfield.
All other songs composed by Charles Michael.

The cover art was designed and photographed by Charles Michael on September 26, 2022.

Production commenced on January 23, 2022.
"Who Is Winter K. Banks?" was recorded on February 16, 2022.
"Let's Be Friends" was completed on February 24, 2022.
"Paperstar (Echo Into Oblivion)" was completed on April 1, 2022.
"Lost Soul Prison" was completed on July 25, 2022.
"Fluffy's Lullaby" was completed on August 4, 2022.
"rogue's workshop (slowed + reverb)" was completed on August 7, 2022.
"Ian And Ophelia" was completed on August 15, 2022.
"Am I Dead Or Alive?" was completed on September 10, 2022.
"Bloody Hands" was completed on September 30, 2022.
"Father Father" was completed on October 8, 2022.
"Crying In The Rain" was completed on October 10, 2022.
This album was originally intended to be released on December 9, 2022.
This album was actually released on November 1, 2022.

"Paperstar (Echo Into Oblivion)" contains a sample of Ben Shapiro talking shit about John Lennon's "Imagine", from the year of 2015. I don't like Ben Shapiro, but it's fucked up enough.
"Lost Soul Prison" contains a sample of "Stop And Check Yourself" by Garnet Mimms, from the year of 1972.
"Am I Dead Or Alive?" contains interpolations (not samples) of "Baby Hotline" by Jack Stauber's Micropop (2019), "Bring Me To Life" by Evanescence (2003), "Once In A Lifetime" by Talking Heads (1980), "What's Love Got To Do With It?" by Tina Turner (1984), "Pictures Of Pandas Painting" by They Might Be Giants (2005), and "Rät" by Penelope Scott (2020).



PERSONNEL

WHO IS WINTER K. BANKS?
Charles Michael = voice
Hanna Larson = voice

LET'S BE FRIENDS
Charles Michael = acoustic guitar, drum arrangement, electric guitar, piano, noise/blips, synth bass, synthesizer, sound effect arrangement, vocals

PAPERSTAR (ECHO INTO OBLIVION)
Charles Michael = piano, sample arrangement, radio, paper ripping, GarageBand arrangement, vocals

LOST SOUL PRISON
Charles Michael = sample arrangement, drum arrangement, bass, acoustic guitar, piano, tambourine, electric guitar, synthesizer, synthesized strings, vocals

AM I DEAD OR ALIVE?
Charles Michael = drum arrangement, synthesizer and synthesized bass, harmonica, shaker, piano, handclaps, electric guitar, vocals

IAN AND OPHELIA
Charles Michael = GarageBand arrangement, French text to speech synthesis

FATHER FATHER
Charles Michael = acoustic guitar, electric guitar, GarageBand arrangement, piano, hyperventilating, vocals

ROGUE'S WORKSHOP (SLOWED + REVERB)
Charles Michael = drum arrangement, synth bass, synthesizer, vocals

BLOODY HANDS
Charles Michael = sound effect arrangement, drum arrangement, piano, acoustic guitar, bass, drums, electric guitar, synthesizer, clattering dishes, vocals

CRYING IN THE RAIN
Alle Holcomb = vocals
Charles Michael = electric guitar, acoustic guitar, bass, drums
Jennica Taylor = vocals

FLUFFY'S LULLABY
Charles Michael = acoustic guitar, synthesized music box, keyboards, vocals

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Charles Michael

If I don't release something on June 13 or October 31 of any given year, please assume something dreadful happened to me.

Hi, I'm Mx. Charles Michael (they/them) and I make music for my Universe.

If you enjoy what I do, please support me on KO-FI:
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MANAGEMENT: Sara Alexander - sararosealex1999@gmail.com
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